**this is a back-dated entry from May 2009
See them individually: http://http//www.flickr.com/photos/mermaidhair/sets/72157620046878508/
I've been overwhelmed with a lot of feelings as of late.I don't want to go back to work. I don't want to go back to my apartment.I don't even want my car anymore. I just want to let go of everything and start fresh.
I mean, I want my owl collection and all that awesome clothing in my closet of course. (wink)
But the rest of it. What does it mean?
Right now it feels like it doesn't mean a whole lot. This is a scary thing to think about right now as I have some money in my savings account. I'm torn between so many places. I want to stay in St Augustine. There are things I love there so much, that I could never imagine not being a part of anymore, but I also want to move to Oregon or Savannah or New Mexico or Austin or to be honest even Maryland. I just want to be wherever it is that I can do whatever it is I want to do right NOW.
I've always lived like I needed to settle instead of the on the go lady I struggle to be on a daily basis.
Isn't it time to live for me instead of living for the potential of settling down?
These are my golden years!
There isn't a better time to go!
Be the gypsy you were born to be.
