Home Sweet Home

**this entry is back-dated from May 24, 2009

We left dock @ 4:30 in the morning.

It was so beautiful to greet the Chesapeake Bay again.

I caught the first, and largest rockfish--booyah!

Home Sweet Home.

Waiting Game Paid Off~

**this is a back-dated entry from May 22, 09

Holy crappers, I just found out that Greenpeace is hiring for the Portland area.

That's fucking awesome.

So I called the number and left a message explaining why I'd like to work for them...

I'm pretty sure I sounded either overly nervous or overly excited on that voicemail.

In-flight wifi! Say what?!

**This entry is back-dated from May 21, 2009

This is suh-fucking-weet.

~I just discovered there isn't not one, but TWO cat-only vet practices in Portland.

I just sent a email and my resume to the second one...from a fucking airplane dude!

I mean, the world we live in today. It's crazy.

You can just be 10,000 feet in the air and still apply for jobs.

...And listen to Pandora radio because this inflight shit is just that...shit.

I land in BWI in about 30 minutes or so.

Texas Work Exchange May 2009

**this is a back-dated entry from May 2009

See them individually: http://http//www.flickr.com/photos/mermaidhair/sets/72157620046878508/

I've been overwhelmed with a lot of feelings as of late.I don't want to go back to work. I don't want to go back to my apartment.I don't even want my car anymore. I just want to let go of everything and start fresh.

I mean, I want my owl collection and all that awesome clothing in my closet of course. (wink)

But the rest of it. What does it mean?

Right now it feels like it doesn't mean a whole lot. This is a scary thing to think about right now as I have some money in my savings account. I'm torn between so many places. I want to stay in St Augustine. There are things I love there so much, that I could never imagine not being a part of anymore, but I also want to move to Oregon or Savannah or New Mexico or Austin or to be honest even Maryland. I just want to be wherever it is that I can do whatever it is I want to do right NOW.

I've always lived like I needed to settle instead of the on the go lady I struggle to be on a daily basis.

Isn't it time to live for me instead of living for the potential of settling down?

These are my golden years!

There isn't a better time to go!

Be the gypsy you were born to be.

Salt Run Paddle

**entry back-dated from May 2009

Paddling on Salt Run, near Lighthouse Park--St Augustine, FL
May 2009